I'm a struggling writer and artist. I like to draw, and occasionally I will write poetry (which finally allows me SOME sort of ego, given my lack of talent elsewhere).I'm honest - often brutally so - and if someone asks me to keep a secret, I keep it - though this may have something to do with my bad memory, it is also because I want more than anything to learn as much as I can, and be trusted. Being trusted can often allow for learning, see?I find it hard for me to trust people, and sadly, they find it hard to trust me. It may be because I'm twitchy and paranoid, and sometimes easy to push into anger.My thoughts are cluttered, like watching multiple televisions at one time, or many voices speaking in my head. Therefore, though I speak my mind often, they don't always come out right - or may contradict each other - as the voices tend to have differing opinions.I'm not schizophrenic, I just have a weird brain.