You want the best of me? Prepare to face my worst.I am angry. I am moody. Chances are I will piss you off. I dont care what you think you know about me, chances are you still don't see me for me. If I offend you, get over it, you're not the first and you wont be the last. I want to make you wonder. I am very random. The words that come out of my mouth are never planned. I speak from the heart. Sometimes even the anger. I push people away. I don't want to smile and think everything will get better. Life has proven to me that it will let you down. Sometimes it lets you down easy, but for the most part, it knocks you on your ass and you're left with another bruise to the heart. I have been hurt way too much to even remember happiness. Everyone has hurt me at least once.I don't like labels. No label could ever describe who I am. I am who I am, I make no apologies for it. I have done some things in my life I wish I could take back, but at the same time, I am fine with having them in my past. A lot of the mistakes I have made have helped me learn who I am. I could sit here and say that I am something great and something worth while, but then I would be lying to you. I am a girl wanting to make it in a world full of pain and loneliness one day at a time. Anything that made me special I lost a long time ago. I have learned that people were put in this world to disappoint, so take pride in what you do and live with the consequences later.I push the people closest to me away to protect me and even them. I am hurt, and nothing at this time feels right. I don't mean to be mean or a bitch, but it happens. I am honest. If you fucked up, I'll tell you. I will not walk on eggshells to keep from hurting your feelings. I am broken and going through things I wasn't prepared for. Life threw me a few curve balls and I am learning to cope.I am passed the bullshit and the lies and finally see who people really are.. I learned that I am a better person then the them for knowing the truth.. Later on in life you might see what you left behind sit and wonder why I never thought a second thought... too bad for you and your mistake.. I am destined for better things and I know it. I am taking my time making my life what it should be. Until then, I will be having fun and doing the things I want to do. I make life what I want it to be. And nothing will stop me from what I need to do. You are either for me, or against me. You decide. But if you are against me, step aside. I will step over you to get what I want. I am just that damn good.