just me...sometimes its hard for me to except my faults... but i know i have them...sometimes i love myself... sometimes i want to destroy myself...sometimes i have great creativity... sometimes i lack inspiration... sometimes my heart soars...sometimes i love without boundries... sometimes feel unstoppable... but sometimes i shatter... sometimes my heart breaks and even i fear i can't put it back together...sometimes i have great ideas... sometimes i find the perfect words... or the perfect note... the perfect pitch...sometimes my heart is filled with promise... and sometimes it is filled with yesterdays sorrows...sometimes, more than not, i hate being alone... and i hate that...i hate the part of me i can't express... because i am afraid to put myself out there... i let myself be bond by your mistakes... because i fear your disaproval...i hate the part of me that breaks...i hate my demons... or what i've convinced myself are my demons... because i know its only my insecurities that hold me back...i hate the fact that i can't get away from my past... past heartaches... past friendships... past images stuck in my mind... and the people who have had taken from me...i love me... i love smiles... i love my music.. it helps me escape...i love singing... it lets me speak my heart, at the top of my lungs... and not fear a thing...i love to dance... even though i dance poorly...i love my man... he's been by me through so much with me... and without him, i would have given up on love... for he has taught me that its ok..its ok to be sad... its ok to cry... its ok to get angry -when its not at him...its ok to be me and to feel what i feel... when i feel it... its all going to be ok...i love that i love my friends... no matter what... they'll always be in my heart... even if their heart forgets me...i love and hate life... its a struggle for everyone... but these are some of my struggles... some of the time... "Dance as though no one is watchingLove as though you've never been hurtSing as though no one can hear youLive as though heaven is on earth." -Souza