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i basically really like this guy he has noo idea..and i realy would like to be with him but he lives far away...but ya..thats about it..i really want it to happen but...i dunno if hes willing to TRY... but ne ways i passed my first two college classes sooo more time on here.wait lol noo more time for me to go clubbing.. ya..buddy..and i saw 2 new movies...spiderman 3 and vacancy..they were good.. soo ya thats whats new with me..peace

ok so i cant really trust anybody especially guys...i have been hurt so many times and i dont deserve it nobody does....no wonder i always pick the wrong guys and like the wrong guys..if ur gonna fucking talk to me dont flirt with other girls it isnt hard for me to flirt with guys...but ya...w/e..too someone I USED to like..wtf ever im done..peace

alot of things..well i've been talking to this guy and he makes me really happy..so yeah go him..but ya and me and my bf are not doing good and somebody told me something today that totally just made me like go "fuck it"...so ya..its not working out anymore..but ya..well thats whats up with me.

ok soo yesterday was pretty fucking busy at work i mean like really cuz it was cold outside soo people want coffee but damn lol..and we also had a christian festival going on ugh...and what made it worse is people asking questions when we were all fucking busy and it was STUPID questions.. like "where do we order"...what the fuck..did people get brought up in the zoo..shit.. i can not deal with alot of stupidity..at all...and then somebody seems like they dont want to talk to me anymore.. OH FUCKING WELL..im done with trying to talk to people that dont want to talk to me...fuck that

ok so i went to static-x and otep last night..followed with other bands they all kicked ass to me..but it started at 7 and didnt end till like 12..but it was soo awesome.. the guy from static-x his hair was like falling down by the end of the night it was funny...but then when i got out my head was hurting sooo fucking bad like u wouldnt believe..well that was my night of fun in a while peace.

ok soo i came to work and it was sooo COLD and wet.and like soon as i got to work they let this guy joe off and let him go home..i was like okay no biggie..but then later on my manager was like i could go home next but this girl i work with was like "i'll go home"....grr.. pissed me off.. not like i didnt want to go home or anything..bu ya...soo me and ash. were stuck there the whole fucking day with like a sporadic amount of customers..just wanting hot chocolate..ugh..soo basically everybody else closed early while we closed at like 11:15 fucking sucked..i swear i was pissed off the WHOLE day..and then i got kind of upset cuz of what some guy told me..but oh well shit happens..well i'll write more later...HAPPY EASTER..

now im extremely sad i think somebody is mad at me that i dont EVER want to get mad at me..i need somebody to cheer me up and i have to go to work tonight POOO

ok like all im asking is something simple.i just want a guy to be truthful with me.Only flirt with me.and ya..stuff like that.im tired of it i quit.honestly.fuck it.im not talking to i dunno who but if i dont talk to u that means u've hurt my feelings.k.. on a lighter note-i want to thank all my friends that were here for me really appreciate it.peace.

that i had somebody that didnt hurt me and loved me and cared alot about me but i doubt i'll find him.. ugh im just tired of guys cheating on me..i mean do they really think it makes them look good.no it doesnt..and im tired of guys trying to hook up with my friends trying to get back in my life like i will take them back or something... when will i ever find him...gosh

so like ive been going out with my bf for 7 months.. and i just aint happy anymore.. and i tried telling him that but he started crying..i dont want to be in that relationship no more.. its just not working..he has too bad of a temper..and i cant take it anymore..give me some advice