Little Miss Cant Be Wrong's blog: "Something to look forward to..."

Why can't I meet a guy who will treat me like I deserve to be treated?? Its just not fair... I always put all I am into a relationship only to be dissapointed in the end... They always reel me in... and BOOM... I drown!! I just want love... is that so much to ask for??

You're not sure that you love me But you're not sure enough to let me go Baby it ain't fair you know To just keep me hangin' 'round You say you don't wanna hurt me Don't wanna to see my tears So why are you still standing here Just watching me drown [Chorus] And it's alright, yeah I'll be fine Don't worry 'bout this heart of mine Just take your love and hit the road There's nothing you can do or say You're gonna break my heart anyway So just leave the pieces when you go Now you can drag out the heartache Baby you can make it quick Really get it over with And just let me move on Don't concern yourself With this mess you've left for me I can clean it up, you see Just as long as you're gone [Chorus] You not making up your mind Is killing me and wasting time I need so much more than that Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah [Chorus] Leave the pieces when you go Oh yeah Leave the pieces when you go Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, Leave the pieces when you go

All I do is get hurt... I need directions on how to bring happiness back into my life. I SWEAR! Some day... i'll be someone's everything... some day I'll wake up without tears... some day... I'll KNOW i'm the most important person in someones' world. Just NOT today... So for now... let the tears flow...

Whats the point of putting your whole heart into something, when you only get dissapointed in the end? That seems to be the STORY of my life!!! I could fricken SCREAM right now! They should have named me "Let her down" because thats all I get... is LET DOWN!

When I wake up in the morning, I automatically check my cell phone to see if anyone's cared enough to text me through the night... or maybe, just maybe, someone called while I was asleep... Doesn't happen very often... but I crave knowing that someone cares about me. The past few months I've had a HUGE issue trusting people. I met someone recently thats changed the outlook I have on alot of things... you know who you are... and I haven't put all my faith into you. And for that, I'm very sorry. My past decisions proved to be the wrong ones, and I absolutely do NOT want to make those decisions again. I want to move forward with COLORFUL state of mind... and be happy for each breath. You, have made me realize that I am a good person!!! You have brought laughter back into my soul! And made my eyes sparkle with Love again! I know tonight was a little messed up and I was hasty in guessing what happened, when that wasn't in fact true. Its those past events that have given me those thoughts. I'm VERY sorry for hurting your feelings, or making you upset... The last thing I want to do is hurt you. I always feel like I'm not special to anyone... and you've made me feel so good about myself lately. Thank You! ... And... for whatever its worth... I love you! Like a ghost don't need a key Your best friend I've come to be Please don't think of getting up for me You don't even need to speak When I've been here for just one day You'll already miss me if I go away So close the blinds and shut the door You won't need other friends anymore Oh don't leave home, oh don't leave home If you're cold I'll keep you warm If you're low just hold on Cause I will be your safety Oh don't leave home And I arrived when you were weak I'll make you weaker, weaker still Now all your love you give to me When your heart is all I need Oh don't leave home, oh don't leave home If you're cold I'll keep you warm If you're low just hold on Cause I will be your safety Oh don't leave home Oh how quiet, quiet the world can be When it's just you and little me Everything is clear and everything is new So you won't be leaving will you Oh don't leave home, oh don't leave home If you're cold I'll keep you warm If you're low just hold on Cause I will be your safety Oh don't leave home