how did this all start? just with an innocent hello. maybe it should of been left at that, with an occassional " how ya doing or been" would things of been different, or is this how things are suppose to fall into place. becaause its been atleast everyday now for a few months straight. theres got to be something there. its not the company cause we've only spent a few hours together, but thats what sunk the hook deeper. its like we already need each other or just want each other there. i'd like to be together more. but its been a long time for me. and i need to learn some things all over again. im actually affraid to admit that im scared. im to emotional to get attached, but im already there, im sorry. maybe its just a fatel attraction, or the lust thats built up. i dont think it is. i know this feeling and thats what i cant control, i dont know why. maybe im not ready, but i know thats what i want. i never do any other time, so whats suppose to make a difference this time.