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Once upon a time, there was a little girl,
who went to any lengths to have safety in her world.
She picked up any crumb of love and held it in her mind,
She magnified its value. This helped to keep her blind.
Blind to deprivation, deaf to hurtfull stuff,
dumb to real meanings. She made the crumbs enough.
This fantasy of love helped her to survive.
In a world of cruel abuse, she found a way to stay alive.
But when all the hurt was over and herself a woman grown,
she continued self-deception in a family of her own.
She didn't mean to do it, was just part of who she was,
Giving.....not expecting back, was just what a woman does.
She couldn't see her choices: she was blind to what was true,
Holding crumbs wi
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