Nato18Honestly, I've been very lonely since my ex- wife to be died almost 9 months ago, but then I met this girl who made me smile and took me out of my funk. She pleased me anyway i wanted and I did for her also. I know she just wanted the best for me and she also had her issues. We both overlooked it. But I managed to fuck things up. Self -destructive! Yep! I hurt her and her family. And I did the worst.
But I hope she forgives me someday but I can't for allowing me to go where i ended. But it was because i lied . And wanted more or I just returned to my old habits. Relapse and hid it from her.
Now, I want to be honest about everything. Im caring and love to take of my women as making sure she has what she needs. financially, i've always been took en care of. I never had real job. Let me start all over again. I want to be someone i can share things with and laugh with and enjoy each other company. experience new things. I've never had that chance. if you wanna know more. message me